Friday, May 30, 2008

I called the doctor office again, the nurse's tone is softer this time but man, what a pain in the ass, she just can't give me any definite answer. "the doctor is very busy, see what you can do." she told me to get there at 5pm, i don't get off until 6pm. the office doesn't close until 7pm i recall when i asked on Tuesday after my visit.

come on Saturday then, at 11am. Alright then. Then i have to make a special trip just to get my slip. Gosh. It would only take the doctor 2 minutes to write a doctor slip. and i have to plan my day around it.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

work has gone back to normal after last week's warning about tardiness, people are coming in late again and I m getting to work back on time.

counter ladies at doctoc's office

i think they have one of the greatest job, i don't know how much they make, but they live in alternative universe where only the doctor matters. they live on a different planet unaware of how the world operate around them.

i went to see doctor the day before yesterday and i forgot to get a doctor note. i called yesterday about who i can get on and after a few minutes of convo, the nurse told me to call again today around the same time, the doctor would be free then. so i called today, and the counter lady said he's operating on a surgery today. i was like, what the fuck?! Did the counter lady just lied to me yesterday saying that the doctor would be free today afternoon?! I even asked here when I should call the doctor office and she specifically said afternoon (now i remember that there was a careless tone in her voice). I told her my situation, I need a note for my work. There is no sympathy or understand of my situation at all. She doesn't really give a crap. Can't we just work this out? There is none of that from her tone, it was not her concern. She is just waving it out for another day without solving this problem.

Kind of like different departments of Hong Kong government...don't do anything, ignore it for long enough and people would forget about it...unless half a million people start marching on the street.

na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na...

Working up to a frenzy of boredom
By Jean Gray
BBC News Online

Drumming your fingers at work? Wishing you were in that dream job you always knew was your destiny?

You are not alone as, according to a survey, one in three workers are bored with their jobs and plan to find another this year.

The poll of 1,000 people, by consultancy DDI, also found half of those surveyed felt they could do their job "standing on their head".

In fact, they felt just like the long-suffering Tim, from the award-winning BBC comedy The Office. Tim, played by actor Martin Freeman, is a sales rep who is crushingly aware of the pointlessness of his work for paper firm Wernham Hogg.

As bored workers returned to their desks to face another Monday morning, BBC News Online set out discover whether so many people really were unhappy in their work.


My job is like a comfortable old pair of slippers but there is no challenge or motivation any more
Office manager Jane, 32

Jane, 32, has worked for a small south London family business for seven years as office manager and "girl Friday".

She says: "My job is like a comfortable old pair of slippers but there is no challenge or motivation any more.

"It's like being in a boring relationship, where you start to believe you can't do anything else. My boss manipulates me like a bad boyfriend would.

"Now I am expecting a baby and I am so pleased because it gives me an excuse to leave, which is pathetic."

High turnover

Call centre work has the image of being demanding yet boring, stressful yet lacking stimulation.

Dai Davies of Europe's largest finance sector trade union Unifi says the element of repetition is certainly one reason why there is such a high turnover of staff, up to 35% a year.

"Another problem is that they are physically linked to the machine in front of them," he says. "People are timed on calls and everything is monitored. It's like being tagged."

Having company at work appears to help alleviate boredom with a little camaraderie going a long way.

Vincent, 58, a west London security guard, says: "Things can get a bit quiet at times but there are three of us so there's always someone to cheer you up. People on their own have the worst time, I think."

Roger, 52, who has been in his current security job since 1989 said he found his job trying at times.


I think an awful lot of people are badly under-utilised - it's a crying shame really
Roger
Security guard

He says: "I had to deny access to one person who turned out to be quite high in his field. He said, 'Do you know why you are here?' I said I did and he replied: 'Whatever reason you think it is, it's because you are too stupid to do anything else'.

"That sort of attitude is soul-destroying.

"I think an awful lot of people are badly under-utilised. It's a crying shame really.

"If you feel nobody gives a sausage you reach down and hit the switch-off button."

Night quieter

Tales of lonely night workers falling asleep on the job are rife but not everyone finds the wee small hours drag.

Jackson, 25, works day and night shifts at a petrol station and loves his job.

"I never get bored," he says. "During the day it's customer after customer, non-stop. At night it's quieter but it gives me a chance to re-stock shelves and clean up."

Another busy worker who told BBC News Online she was never bored was 55-year-old Lena.

She works with adults with learning difficulties and says: "I help with personal care, food preparation, escorting people on social visits and appointments. There's always something to do.


I love my job - I suppose I need to be needed
Lena, 55, social worker

"You give a lot and they give a lot back. I've been doing this job 30 years and I wouldn't change it. I love my job. I suppose I need to be needed."

Rashid, a retired computer technician, helps out as a cab controller. He says: "I couldn't imagine doing this kind of thing on a regular basis. I have to bring a magazine or a book in to stop myself going mad.

"But then I've read recently about so-called status anxiety where high-flyers are trying to keep up with the Joneses and are stressed and unhappy. So who knows who's better off."

What do you think about this story? Are you bored at work and looking to change jobs? How could your boss help to kindle your interest?

Send your comments to us on the form at the bottom of the story.

When I worked for an insurance company in an office, I was really, really bored. I used to tip the paperclips out of the box and count them as I put them back in! I quit the job, went back to college, trained to be a teacher and I am now teaching English in Japan. As it is a creative job and every lesson and student is different, I find it a very exciting job. Also, I am required to be constantly thinking on my feet to keep the lesson flowing. Moreover, there is a lot of satisfaction to see students progressing with the language. Therefore to kindle interest in a job may require - creativity, challenges and job satisfaction. I am lucky, I get all three!
Andy, Tokyo

The trouble is that someone somewhere has worked out that I enjoy the job, and so has deduced that I don't need to be paid a decent salary! I'll stay anyway, grumble a bit about how I could double my pay (very nearly true!) and be dumped on by government, senior university funders and students! sigh
Caroline, Long Buckby, Northamptonshire

I've been in a boring job for 7 years that I could do in my sleep. The highlight was when late last year the company told me most of the staff would be made redundant. That was great. I now had motivation to do something about moving on, something I should have done years ago. The last three months have flown by, and I now have a more challenging and higher paid job waiting for me in three weeks.
CJ, Guernsey


Earning a high salary is not the be all and end all
Max, Ethiopia
Having worked in Scotland and England, I now work for an aid agency in Africa. Although I earn next to no money, it is the most satisfying job I could dream of. Earning a high salary is not the be all and end all - yet it seems to be the only consideration of a majority of people.
Max, Ethiopia

I don't know very many people who aren't in a bit of a rut with work, but it's difficult to change direction if you don't know what you want to do. There's also the inertia factor - the longer you're in a job, the harder it is to find the motivation to leave. Employers could probably keep their staff happier and get more out of them at the same time by simply taking more notice - in order to utilise somebody's strengths it's necessary to improve communication with employees.
Anon, S Wales

I don't think it's necessarily about the job itself. Many people who work for a company are going to get fed-up unless they are very fortunate purely because people are conforming to a system where ultimately they are working for someone else.

I think the more important factor is about lifestyle. If you live in an environment where the quality of life is fantastic, you only live 10 minutes from the office, it's always sunny and you are earning a good salary, I think that changes many people's perspectives on their working life. That's exactly why I moved to Dubai and set up a recruitment company to offer people more than just a job but a whole new outlook on life as well.
Stuart Walsh, Dubai, United Arab Emirates

I work in the city as a security officer. Not your normal security on gates etc, I work in the IT department controlling access to the company's server rooms. I started as a stopgap between jobs when the IT market collapsed just over 2 years ago. I'm still here. Can't say the job is exciting, but why get another job I don't really want when Im getting a wage that is better than most managerial jobs outside the city. I don't let quiet nights get boring, they let me hatch ideas for future business ventures and experiments
Tony, London

It's worst when you have all the qualification and yet you can't get the graduate jobs. You then go for the lower ones and you are told that you are overqualified. In the end, you truncate your cv just to get some money to pay the bills. How on earth can degree holder in engineering be happy working as a mail sorter?
Edward, London


It just becomes so frustrating to know you could be doing something else if only you could afford to re-train
Chris M, Wakefield, England
Over the past decade thousands, of workers have been made redundant. I am one of a number of coal miners who were made redundant during the nineties. Like most others we had to take the first job that came along so the we could pay our mortgages and feed our families, this led to us missing out on retraining for other industries or careers. The only jobs that we could get were mainly in the security industry, were the work is dull, boring and leads nowhere. Once you get into the security industry as a security officer you get stereotyped and it becomes increasingly difficult to get out. Due to working shifts you are not able to attend courses or night classes to re-train. It just becomes so frustrating to know you could be doing something else if only you could afford to re-train.
Chris M, Wakefield, England

The people I work with are great - we get on and have a really good laugh, but the work is so very dull. It doesn't challenge me by any means. It's to the extent that my brain isn't really being used at all. Because of this, I have made the decision to quit my safe, well paid job and take a year out to go walking and taking photos in either South Wales or the Lake District. I'm going to work on a couple of books, calendars, etc. with the aim of doing this professionally. If it all goes well, I plan on not going back to software engineering. I'm saving hard and working overtime so I can afford to live for a year without an income - it's tough, but is going to be worth it. Come along April 2005!
DS, Guildford

I work as a computer operator in an investment bank. We do shifts and it is a quiet site and I agree with most of the points raised however the site I was at previously was busy day and night and no 2 days were ever the same so boredom was not a factor but my future is out of the UK, new challenge new country. Don't want brain turning to mush
Theo C, Edgware, England

I'm thrilled with my job teaching in HE. Not just because I enjoy the class room, but because I'm working more and more with people in their jobs, exploring new ways of doing them. Working with new ideas trying out new ways of thinking and challenging old, tired techniques of managing - that's exciting!


People are typically responsible for the positions they find themselves in
John, UK

Surely it's about choice, people are typically responsible for the positions they find themselves in. To blame your job is to avoid the inevitable look in the mirror. "The Peter Principle" states that in a hierarchy we all rise to our level of incompetence. If your bored of your job, find another!
John, UK

My job is not the same as the one I applied for years ago. It has changed beyond recognition by short sighted managers. The feeling of lack of worth and incompetence of senior staff is forcing me to take a pay cut to escape the stress of it all.
David, Cornwall, UK

Monday, May 26, 2008

just do it

It is so hot…and humid that I want to change my shirt just from the walk between the MTR station and my work.

I am just going to do whatever without the full knowledge of why. I am not going to analyze everything, I am just going to do it and find out later. Life can’t be lived this way. I just got to live it. For example, when I want to play basketball, I don’t need or should analyze and find out why I want to play basketball. Just play basketball. Just do it. I think that’s gonna be one of the mottos I will be living by from now on. Just do it.

Because if I analyze everything, I would never get to do anything at all…coz, when do we really know everything in anything?

photo
an young british actor was stabbed to death outside a bar
he is the 14 youngsters murdered by knives this year in Britain-a trend that the victim family is urging people to put an end to.
Why do young people kill one another…it’s because they are angry, unhappy, unsatisfied, disturbed, insecure, emotionally unwell/unstable/immature. These are the reasons I can come up with.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

for a new story

Somewhat inspired by Roald Dahl's The Great Automatic Grammatizator and Other Stories, Ihhhhh have a story up my head.

The protagonist is a midget who is also a mechanical genius. He was born to regular Chinese parents. From an early age, he was small. Kids teased him but he did managed to have a few good friends and his family supported him all the way. Despite his size, he excelled in mathematic and the science and developed an interest in robotic. He went to MIT (or a really prestigious) on scholarship, went to graduate school on full scholarship. When he graduated the biggest tech companies lined up to hire him including Microsoft (with Bill Gate talking to him one on one), Apple (featuring Steve Job), Boeing, Lockheed Martin, NASA, GM, GE, Sony, Samsung, Honeywell, IBM and etc... He accepted one of the jobs and they gave him great salary but he was somewhat teased by the others and he felt unloved and lonely. He disappeared for a while and came back in a mechanical suit that allowed him to be like a regular person. He went into another company, remade himself and worked from the bottom up with no special treatment.

He either created the suit to follow his college interest or she, Kate, went to his company. He spend his days working on his mechanic suit after work, improving it, maintaining it and etc...

Only his best friend, Ronald, who helped him make the suit (without knowing it, Ronald worked in a robotic/mechanical engineering company and supplied some of the parts for the suit). Finally, the midget, let's call him Sean for now, got closer to Kate who doesn't know that Sean is in the suit (or that the suit is only a mechanical suit).

Thursday, May 22, 2008

...weird days...

usually i get pressure at work to finish my jobs/assignments online, going OT for several hours, even, to try to get things done on time. but now i have to somewhat wonder at whether my assignment schedule is for real. i am always a little behind schedule according to my assignment schedule but yesterday, i got to finish a series of assignments 2 days late and found my superior at a lost on what to assign me next with.

i always thought that the assignment schedule is unrealistic for the purpose of applying pressure to editors and the production team, and his incident proves my theory. She had to scramble to find something to do, i even volunteered to add a section to the assignments i just finished. She made a call to the production team and told me that there would be something coming back tomorrow.

It's a bit strange that for over several weeks I had been really pressured (or just the feeling of) and all of a sudden i have like nothing to do (at least for a few hours).

So for the earlier part of this morning, i was just browsing the net leisurely while looking for sites for extended reading. (This keyboard by Lenovo is fantastic btw).

But then at almost noon, my superior dropped a pile of paper for me to organize into a presentable brief on an up-coming project we are doing... life of an editor.

and now i have 3 assignments piled up on my desk.

can you imagine that only about an hour ago i was thinking today was my lucky day...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

White Elephant can FLY

Oz Studies

AFTRS
Documentary Filmmaking

Sydney U
Asian Studies
Government and International Relations
Publishing
Sociology and Social Policy
Peace and Conflict Studies
Media Practice

An older person who only met me for maybe an hour at most told me that I am a person who is interested in human being.

That’s pretty true and I was somewhat astonished how he stated it in such as simple way and so soon after our acquaintance. Well, I did tell him that I was a history and art major. Not sure how much that helped him.

It can be generally agreed that I am interested in people and I noticed how I like to read autobiographies and biographies of people. I am interested in how these great figures make their world changing decisions. At the same time, I am actually looking for myself, if I can relate to any of them and learn from them at the same time. It seems like history make them the way they are. The environment that they lived in and what they experienced play a large part in the way they are, including their beliefs and doctrines and mode of thinking. Their experience affected their decisions. That is rather obvious. More like external factors that affected their inner thinking and philosophy. A good example would be Mao and Chiang. They relied on different bases of people, and it affected how they maneuvered their powers. Yet at the same time, they are a bunch of very unique people who stood above everyone else who was in the same environment and sharing the same external experience. This bunch of people stood above because they made different choices, they did something different, and they reacted differently, different from millions of others in the same boat. And thus they made changes and changed the world.

Well, back to me. Am I one of those people? No. I am not that special. I am not that great. But my experience is a bit unique from most people and thus I think somewhat differently about the world than most people. And it’s tiresome because it’s hard to find someone likeminded, someone who see eyes to eyes from how I see things. Yeah, and from others’ point of view, I don’t agree with anybody or groups generally speaking.

It’s a tiring and lonesome experience. I get somewhat worn out by it every now and then. Getting people to agree with you is a tiring craft. It’s probably easier to convince people.

And how does that related to what I am trying to determine by starting this…writing, paper, essay, self-reflection…whatever you would like to call it? Well, what I wrote in the paragraphs above are unintentional, I just got sidetracked but I think it revealed something, that I am lonely in my view of the world and that might be related to why I like to write and express myself in numerous ways. I want to say something.

I am a trapped creature. I have to be careful on how I say and what I say 24/7, 56 weeks a year and 365 days a year for whatever years I have on earth from now on. There are things I want to say in church, but I just can’t say them. There are things I wanted to say to class and to a particular audience but I can’t because of all the institutions and possible criticism and…

I want to be activists because I can’t stand the problems that are being ignored by the world. I want to solve problems. I want to give the best time of my life devoted to solving problems. It’s not about film, journalism, psychology, counseling, Asian studies or international relations…it’s about solving problems, making things better for people.

And I know I am incapable of solving problems, I just want people to know and care about these problems so someone more capable could solve them. That would be my role. I would of course help in ways that I can, but I think my general role would be bring those problems out to the world.

So what do I need to do? I need to improve my language proficiency in the languages that I know. I need to learn to make website. Overall, I would have to find a way of living doing such a thing. Maybe have a part-time that would sustain my living expense and

Monday, May 19, 2008

教師英語沉浸降申請門檻

【明報專訊】語文教育及研究常務委員會(語常會)放寬「小學英文教師海外沉浸課程」的申請資格,常額及合約教師均可參加,只要付8000至1.3萬多元便可到外國進行4至6星期英語沉浸。

I think the whole program is just a scam and a waste of money.

過往有不少校長反映,派教師到外國沉浸8星期,影響學校運作,語常會決定把沉浸課程縮短為4至6個星期,地點包括澳洲 加拿大 新西蘭 。語常會委員、中文大學教育學院課程與教學學系副教授文綺芬介紹,未有教師參加該課程的學校,教師可獲優先獲批准。課程已接受報名,至7月中截止,每校可提名最多3名教師參加。

馬頭涌官立小學(紅磡灣 )英文科教師李秀微於去年10至11月期間前往新西蘭參加為期8星期的沉浸課程,並到當地小學實習3星期。她把當地學生自我及互相評核的學習方法,帶入其任教的小學,幫助學生提升英語。

Places to visit the next time I would be in America

San Francisco, Volcano National Park,

Portland, (Seattle and Vancouver?)

Chicago

Boston, NYC, Washington, Richmond, Virginia Beach, Gettysburg, Philadelphia

Peru

...and of course, LA, Las Vegas and San Diego as well.

Friday, May 16, 2008

The worst part of a history to cover: communist party of china

when you are covering the communist party of china, you get to deal with bunches of long term that don't really mean anything like: people's national congress (not really representative of the people), the national party congress of the communist party of china (just long and redundant, why don't they just call it a party meeting?), chinese people's political consultative conference (it doesn't consult the chinese people...so 3 words can actually be dropped), Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference National Committee and that's just english. it gets worst with the actual chinese: 全國人民代表大會, 人民政治協商會議, 兩會,中國人民政治協商會議(簡稱全國政協), 全國委員會及地方委員會 and etc... there are some that are longer...

they are just very very confusing.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

California Supreme Court Overturns Gay Marriage Ban

California Supreme Court Overturns Gay Marriage Ban

I am at a lost for word. The supreme court of my dear state of California just allowed gay marriage against the wishes of the majority of Californians and the governator is not doing anything about it.
marriage and gays just don't go together. we must remember what marriage actually mean.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Physical end of the work week

Another unproductive day, although I am feeling a little hungry and should get dinner in a short time. I don't feel like McDonald's and would rather find a bed and go to sleep instead.

Things to do over the weekend:

Saturday
9am Lakers game
-meanwhile, I would:
*work on my work
*look up application process for studying in Oz
*Call the campsite to ask about stuff like inspecting the site
*and look for things i lost

then I would go see Iron Man or I can do it on Saturday

-usher at Sat service

Maybe practice some basketball at night

Sunday

CHurch, sound guy for midday service

and play ball and finish my work!

and just something random...

if i have some kids, it would be great if they would learn Hakka (don't know why), probabyl because I wish my grandma spoke to me in Hakka when I was a kid coz i wanna know Hakka now.

Hakka actually sounds a lot like Cantonese but it's hard to understand even for a Cantonese coz the lingual is just like a really distorted version of Cantonese. But yea, they do sound very alike if you know both languages.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Links on Minimum Wages

http://www.diaspoir.net/blog/mt/2008/01/facts_support_minimum_wage.html

http://www.cnbc.com/id/16562083/for/cnbc

http://www.coyoteblog.com/coyote_blog/2005/03/case_studies_on.html

http://www.cato.org/pub_display.php?pub_id=2669






Monday, May 5, 2008

I hate it when we use "Mainland" Chinese terms...which are very different from the terms used in Hong Kong. it's just a pain in the butt to translate and understand. Communist China is an expert in creating and confusing names that are very deceiving intentionally.

unbelieveable

I can't believe that I have been doing the same task for like 8 hours and still it is not yet finished! What the heck?!
I think I ate something wrong today. I have been to the toilet at least three times already.

I realized that I have been thinking of doing film ever since high school and had told several people during my college years.