strange

even though I am considered to be 'behind' in my work, i find myself 'jobless' when i finish my task.

and it's really pathetic and weird that after about 9 months at my work, I still forget about little small protocols.

and at times I just don't know what to do with myself. yea, i find myself 'lost'.

i looked around my desk and the schedule for something to do but...no, there's nothing here. maybe i should clean up my desk.