Sometimes, when something you want to happen is not happening, you just have to do it yourself and make it happen.

Haven't really fallen in love for a very long time and it seems my exterior taste is just getting worst, is it because girls in Hong Kong are just on averge not that great looking? In America, there were couple who just took me away, but yet as I realize it, more than half of them weren't even Chinese. They were Korean, Filipino.

What makes life meaningful? What makes life satisfactory, gratifying?