Geneva
26 September 2008
I think I am losing brain power.

vince

Sometimes I feel like as if I have two jobs. One is my real job at the publishing company and the other one at church. At the publishing company I am being paid to be used. At church, I often feel like being used and I hope that I am being used by God and not by men with self-serving intentions. That is what I am afraid of at church, being used.

Idea: Cone Speakers
Speakers that only emit quality sound at the specific direction you point them with. They are like headphones you don't have to plug in your ears. Highly portable and convenient.

We need to cultivate leaders and nurture believers with heart to serve others.

The problem with liberal studies is that I am not sure what it is suppose to be. It's like having a bunch of jigsaw puzzles and trying to put it all together without having the puzzle box cover for reference. Oh, it can also be said that I do have a cover to refer to but it changes every once in a while.

People have telling me that I look, "worn out," "dead," and "Hao Chan (好殘 ,very damaged)" and I was surprised and felt offended at first but realized that it's true. I haven't been getting enough sleep for at least 2-3 weeks now and been under some stress. It became quite rare for me to go back home for dinner for the past few weeks. Probably only 1 night per week not counting the weekends.